Once Upon A Time

Bismillah

"What do you do when the love you have inside of you is only meant for one person?
I have been where you are.
I am still here, where you are.
My love never left him, even though he has gone.
How can you change your thoughts, when they only know of him?
How is it that we lose the one thing we wish we had?
I lost him and then, I lost myself.
I have been broken ever since.
Why is it that the one who is meant to heal our heart, is the one that broke it?
The one who is meant to make us laugh, the one we are meant to say the stupidest things to.
Everyday seems like a fight.
A battle I don't have the strength to be part of.
I was blessed with a partner in crime and good throughout.
I was truly blessed to survive the battle with that one knight in shining armor.
Truly.
And I know of him leaving was best for me.
But my heart hopes, as I hold on to the echoes of our past.
Maybe one day, he will come back."

He did.

Yours Sincerely.
'Izzah Syauqina

Do You Still Love Him?

Bismillah.

"Do you still love him?" she asked.

"For me, it was never a case of still loving him.  I have never stopped.  I tried to let him go, I told myself to think about everything he had done and all the ways he had hurt me.  But all I could think about was my smile in the mornings, and my laughs late at night.  He was the reason for that; he made my days better.

Sure, you're going to have bad days.  But the good always outweighed them.  I guess what I'm trying to say is that.. he had my heart since...... who knows when.

Some pieces I have already taken from him.  Some I'm afraid, I'll never get back.  Either way, his love  is mine to nurture."

Yours Sincerely,
'Izzah Syauqina