Thursday, 21 May 2015

It Never Stops Hurting, Does It?

It never stops hurting, does it?
"What?"
Giving someone the best of you and watching them choose someone else.

Yeah.  Never.  Until you fully let go.  But can you, girl?
7 years.. and you still want to count..??
After all..... this nonsense?

I can understand if you hate me cause I'm still holding on to it no matter.  I myself cannot understand this tolerance I have for that one particular person.  I guess be it the psychologists nor the relationship master can understand me.  So be it!

I'll hang on till I can't; being married to another, or him, marrying another.  Either way, then will my heart settle for a no-go in our -ship.

I don't know what's got into me, but one possible reason is, he is my 1st love..
Should I fight for it?

Yes!
But I can't bring myself to hurt the other side.. she's still young!  Younger by a year I mean.. heyh!  And it's her 1st love too....

No!
You move on girl..  There's so much you can do in life.. so much waiting for you!!  Why holding on still while you're only an option?  WAKE UP!!!

I'm at a lost.  I feel like holding on again and again.  This time round, let it flow.. whichever way it goes, I'll accept it, insya Allah.


Sisters, if you're reading this.. please.. don't be stupid!  Leave before you get too attached.  Love your Creator, and true love will get to you in the right way, insya Allah.. Amiin!

Your Sincerely,
'Izzah Syauqina

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