We Tried to Hide Our Feelings

نكابر في مشاعرنا، نسينا عيوننا تحكي

We tried to hide our feelings

but we forgot that our eyes speak

I'm very good at hiding what I feel.. but I know very well that my eyes will give it away.  And that's just who I am; trying to please my loved ones, ignoring what I feel.  Although it hurts, I know it's worth it even though they might not see my sacrifices, be it family or friends.  So be it!

Yesterday was a big exception.  When he asked for my opinion.  I told him in good words to leave her even if it's gonna cost his his pride..  And deep down I was hurt cause up till then, he's still thinking about what she's feeling.  He doesn't want to hurt her.  When back then, he was okay hurting me?  Hmm.. 

Anyway, I told him if he's gonna leave her, do it once and for all.  Cause eventually she has got to pick herself up and grow.  (Just like me!  Don't you ever, for once, think about what I felt back then?!)  It's gonna hurt, but let it be this once, and no other.  (Talking from experience, huh?)

Oh well, he said yes to my one cent suggestion.

We'll just wait and see..

Yours sincerely,

'Izzah Syauqina