There are Hearts that Won't Ever Hate You

There are hearts that won't ever hate you, no matter how much you hurt them.

هناك قلوب لن تكرهك مهما أوجعتها..

The things that happened yesterday will lead you to a better tomorrow.
In the midst of all the mess he's in, the cleared the air with the other party tonight.  And.... we actually rough planned our future.. again.  This time I hope, for the best of both.

It wasn't a planned one..  It started with me asking if it's possible to miss someone whom we have yet to know, and that I wanted to get married soon, but wasn't in contact with anyone to be able to have him as a candidate.

Can't really remember his reply to that, but that was how the conversation started.

I stated my standard; wanting to get married, without getting engaged as planned before.  And he replied in a second, to give him some time.. probably around a year to complete his national service and to start working on his plan for a brighter future, insya Allah.

This conversation was hard on both sides, I realised.. cause I couldn't possibly agree to marry him given the condition of my heart being broken and things.  Also, he just broken up his relationship ties with the other party in less than a day.

But it became serious, nonetheless.  And I can feel that he is.  So much so that I wanted to be happy, I reserve part of my feelings just so that if ever anything happens, I won't be as broken as before.  Just being careful.  Plus, I've promised my best buddy that I won't get hurt again.  And not this time, insya Allah.

Judging from the events that happened around us, isn't it one of the strong points that we are meant to be if Allah permits?  Allahu 'alam..

Anyway, I hope for the best and will always pray for the best.
Allahumma sahhil umuranaa, amiin!

Just another note I'd like to jot.  Do make some prayers for us, insya Allah..
Goodnight peeps!!

Yours sincerely,
'Izzah Syauqina